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cool huh~ new vintage deck. simply love it- had some last minute changes in my schedule. surprised i'll be posting at such a time. hahas . you guessed correctly. im still at home. didn't went to school. wasn't feeling very well this morning. really sorry ba0beii i didn't mean to lie to ue. just didn't want ue to worry. SORRY!!! guess she's asleep in class right now. hahas . guess she's really tired. tired still want to talk until so late in the night. stubborn girl. hahas. but just simply love her so so much! Mmmuacks!!! i'm suppose to have my bio test right now. hahas. good luck peeps. guess i'll have it some other day. feeling much better now. think i'll be going down to kahtib abit later to collect my books and homework. hardworking huh. hahas . my xia0 g0ng zhu should be also in school right now. hope she's concentrating. =)
alright alright. i'll go have some rest now. ~ to my dearest ba0beii~

lots of things had happened between us. ups and downs. in the past i might not understand ue, and because of that many misunderstandings happened. i'm really sorry. just like yesterday, i don't know what to say. i just want ue to know that i am sorry. i didn't really mean those stuffs i had said. i know it's my fault for not keeping my cool. forgive me? this is really a new begining for the both of us. can we forget about what had happened in the past and really start afresh?


i'll really cherish ue. i promise. love ue! Mmmuacks!!! ~ what a boring day i had so far. stayed at home for the whole damn day. woke up around 1.30 then had my lunch and watched abit of t.v. there's just nothing to do. watched a dvd. it's called the departure. quite a nice show with all the vulgar assence.



waiting for her msq to come. waited 2 whole damn hours and the phone still doesn't ring. ~

hmms... waiting for jinghui's call too~ come quick, save me from this boredom. somebody! i was 'late' for school today. boarded the 7.20 train so when i reached kahtib MRT it was like around 7.25. then i saw another girl also on the same train as me. she was late too. hahas. then knowing i was already late, i went to have my breakfast. then i climbed into the school from the petrol station. wahahas. then just simply stroll into my class room and said i over slept and i had reported to the general office. clever huh. hahas. then boring lessons starts again. blah blah blah... same shit again and again.

after school played abit of basket-ball and then went t mac to find her. then wenjie and damien came. then talked and played. then sent her home and i went home. having my very first test tomorrow. exciting huh. POA. hahas. wish me luck peeps~



ba0beii ~ wish me luck on my gold!!! love ue! Mmmuacks!!!! tiring tiring day. reached home at around 10. went to brother pierre's house for Poa tution!!! hahas . finally i know where am i going huh. brothere pierre went through chapter 1 and 2. then ba0beii was there too. so so so blurr. hahas . did a number of exercies and we were off.but lots of things happened in between. misunderstandings. yeah, lots of them. but resolved! then she had a really bad head-ache. poor girl huh. so me always the gentleman helped her massaged her head. Wahahahas. ( hey guy! stop vomitting!!! i am a gentleman alright!) then hopped on brother pierre's car and we went for our dinner. and ....... here i am back at my home sweet home~





ba0beii : i know lots of things happened, but lets put all of it behind ue alright? love ue lots and lots! Mmmuacks!!! have two new video's on my blog. one is a super freaky stigmata. totally like the effect. superb! stayed at home for two whole days! so freaking boring!!! had fever and vomitted. but feeling much better. why can't i be sick like on a school day?!? so wasted. hahas . having POA test on wedesday. hope i'll do well! having tution tomorrow. at? i don't know. hahas. all i know i'm suppose to be at Kovan MRT by 3.30. wired huh. having a tution but don't know where is it. 0hhs by the way. TIES TOMORROW EVERYONE!~



<33 hmms... be more understanding? hahas . alright alright. i'll be more understanding. just for ue . Mmmuacks! but ue also cannot flare up so easily alright? love ue!!! hmms... just a ordinary boring day, with a twist. had a good news today. i am having my gold on 14 febuary 2007. long story how i got in. i didn't went for the course so i'll just go for the test on 14 feb. hope i'll pass. yupps. back to today. a boring and sleepy day. after school played basket-ball for awhile then i went home. watched T.V and stuffs. just waiting the clock to hit 6.30 to call my ba0beii. then talked for awhile then she went home.



then around 8+ called her. she had a spiltting head-ache. hope she's alright. she should be sound asleep by now. nite nite! a long owed good night. haha~


selling ice-cream tomorrow! it'll be plenty of fun. from 6+ to 11. think it'll be fun but trirng.
ICE-CREAM~ today was a tire-ing tire-ing day. had lessons until 1.30 and then had assembly till about 2.20. the assembly was so so boring. tried sleeping but just couldn't fall asleep. then i thought of continue-ing copying my chinese( don't ask what is it. it's a long story. people in my class would know) but... forget it. there's just no space. so just sort of bored to death there. then after school i went to play b-ball after such a long time. but there were no court avaliable. so we had to use the side board. which was so pathatic. it's like 10 over people. then we played football. hahas. it's ...it's just so funny. you should have been there. then we went to see the audition. we were like screaming here and there. shifting benches too. then went to find ba0beii at MAC. then we went home. i'm going to sleep sooo soundly tonight. with......... chip in my arms of course! hahas... love ue! back in posting i guess... it's been a cold cold night tonight. "Brrr" just back from my dinner at ang mo kio. had lots of food!!! had veg, crab and much more. so i'm like so full now.think that i'll have trouble sleeping later. not actually into swimming as i thought i would be. gold... a dream. and always will be a dream. much had happened. highs and lows. a storm brings calmness. hope it's true. two weeks into school and i still feel difficult coping. it's like... i just don't understand!!! F&N. the teacher. he's just not experienced.




gurdian angel
. hahas... tag please... so it's over. the only person i could and can blame is only myself. now it's just me and my friends and studies. a big thanks to all my friends that helped me through all this time. oh well... i just feel weird. haiish... missing her so much. i just can't keep thinking of those happy times we had together. let's just leave the past behind.


for today. after we all went to eric's house to watch Recycle. but we all didn't acyually watch. i went to swim then was too tired so i went to sleep. not actually me. jingyi and eric too fell asleep. studying soon~ Bye!!! so much had happened in such a short time. maybe if i had understand how ue felt all these would not had happened. i mean what's so wrong for ue to make a new friend? why must i react in such a way. i'm sorry. i know ue don't want apologies but rather than apologizing i really don't know what to say. why must all these happened. we had agreed on so many things. about me sending ue home and to school. it's just too sudden for me. remember all those happy times we had together? at the zoo and services? why must all these happen? why can't i just understand ue earlier? understand how ue felt and be happy for ue. WHY CAN'T I ?!?!?